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In Search of Quiet

1/30/2016

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As I write this the Summer holidays are [finally] drawing to a close. Now don't get me wrong, I love the extra time with my kids, the older they get the more I appreciate the chance to go slow with them. But I have one big problem with the looong Summer break, and that's this - the quest for quiet in the school holidays results in far too many nights of what I term 'adult rebellion.' By this I mean I stay up MUCH later than I should in a desperate attempt to enjoy a few moments of quiet and personal space. More often than not I regret this lapse in judgment the next day, but by the time the last one falls asleep I find myself doing it again! I have to wonder if it was a mum in desperate search of quiet that came up with our saying 'silence is golden!'

Quiet has been defined as the absence of noise and bustle; silence or calm. More than I long for the quiet at the end of the day, I long for a quiet soul.  I want to be at rest, experiencing peace - His peace - no matter what noise might be happening around me.

I don't know how your 2016 has begun - perhaps you have come in to this new year with it all mapped out, your i's dotted and your t's crossed so-to-speak. Or maybe, just maybe, like me you have started the year with uncertainties and blank spaces that you are waiting for God to come and fill. In this season of my life, God has been teaching me afresh the importance of how I wait - reminding me to keep a posture of trust at all times.

We often associate great faith with the ability to do great things - with taking risks and 'stepping out' - but great faith also exists in places of quiet, in the ability to be still and wait. Sometimes the true extent of our faith, of our trust in God is evidenced by our capacity to cease and be silent long enough to hear what God is saying; to be still long enough to let Him show us His goodness and His power.

In Isaiah 30, God spoke to the Israelites at a point in time when they had been busy making their own plans. They were looking for strength outside of Him and they had chosen to partner with Egypt in the hope that her military strength would save them from all their troubles. And God says to them:


​"Only in returning to Me and resting in Me will you be saved. In quietness and confidence is your strength. But you would have none of it. You said, 'No we will get our help from Egypt. They will give us swift horses for riding into battle...'
​Isaiah 30:15-16 (NLT)

We all have our Egypt - the things that vye for our attention; the scenarios and plans that we put our hope in. But God wants to be our source of salvation, our place of strength, the One who brings rest to our souls. And these verses tell me that if I want this to be my reality that I need to stop racing ahead and turn myself around to come back and keep in step with Him; that I need to be quiet (that's not easy for this words girl!) and wait with a posture of confident expectation and trust. Unfortunately, I can tend to be like the Israelites running off on swift horses' and doing things on my own terms - or at least my mind does anyway! My mind races ahead and before I know it I have lost my quiet soul, exchanging it for worry and anxiety as I try and figure things out within my limitations.

Quietness and trust in my experience requires a continual choice to withdraw from this worry and anxiety; to deliberately and consciously retreat from fighting my own battles. It can be a daily, if not moment by moment choice to surrender and be still. 

But I have discovered that I can wait quietly when I know the One I wait with.

We can wait quietly when we know God's heart is one of grace, of compassion, of justice. 


We can wait quietly when we know that He not only hears but answers.

We can wait quietly when hearing Him, hearing His voice has become our priority.


Most of us are waiting for something and God wants us to know that that waiting doesn't need to be filled with worry or striving. No it can be filled with quiet, with confident hope and rest because of who He is.

Even after the Israelites had run off on their swift horses His heart was still for them. And even when we've raced on ahead of Him, his heart is still for us.
Therefore the Lord waits [expectantly] and longs to be gracious to you. And therefore He waits on high to have compassion on you. For the Lord is a God of justice; blessed (happy, fortunate) are all those who wait for Him [since He will never fail them].
​Isaiah 30:18 (AMP)

The heart of God is excited, expectant for the opportunity to show us His goodness! He will not fail us - so whatever it is that you are waiting on as this new year unfolds, I pray that you will join me in adopting a posture of quietness and confidence so that His strength can become our strength.

​Live today with purpose,

Aimee 

10 Comments
Yvonne Park
2/1/2016 06:03:29 pm

A great reminder. Love it that in Him we find our rest

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On Becoming Esther
2/1/2016 09:20:46 pm

Thanks Yvonne!

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philippa kefali
2/1/2016 06:10:17 pm

Love what you have written. A challenge always to wait. Keep writing about the things we all wrestle with. Your blog will be such a blessing. Hugsx

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On Becoming Esther
2/1/2016 09:21:14 pm

Thank you!

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Linda Rose Buttner
2/1/2016 09:32:13 pm

Love everything about it Aimee and a timely word in season for us all! You are an inspiration to us! Keep writing please.......

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On Becoming Esther
2/1/2016 09:57:28 pm

Thank you Linda!

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Jasmine Robbins
2/2/2016 07:11:21 am

Great words Aimee! Love the scriptures you have used too. Totally agree, it's so hard to quiet the 'mind chatter' even when you finally get physical quiet, it's a challenge but well worth it to find that peace you get just hanging out with God and focussing on Him.

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On Becoming Esther
2/2/2016 10:20:44 am

Thanks Jaz! It is amazing how shifting the focus to Him quiets the mind.

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Ayn Claassen
2/2/2017 03:23:22 pm

Thank you for sharing and articulating this so well. I coincidently came across this page and realise now that this is confirmation that I should surrender all by making a conscious effort. I would love to read and learn more. Thank you Aimee!

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On Becoming Esther
2/2/2017 05:41:41 pm

So glad that this blessed and spoke to you - you might enjoy the reading plan that I wrote out of Isaiah 30 - http://www.onbecomingesther.com/the-power-of-quiet.html

Blessings,Aimee

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